Blessings from the Blender
Many traditions speak of vortexes, of power spots, of the swirling hurricane of Grace that surrounds each and every one of us. Its Presence may seem more like a horror-cane at the moment, but that is so we will truly remember that what manifests outside of us, in our {mostly immediate} environments and lives, has already manifested within us. Please listen to what your life is offering at this time. All things are transitory, yes. This too shall pass, yes. It is time to integrate the wisdom and let go all forms our lessons have taken. Yes. Easy to say, perhaps, but we are now in the manifestation of our re-emergence. What will we choose?
For this entire life, I have chosen the energetic reality of what has been called Shamballa, a place of inner light and magic whose principles emanate from life itself. Now that our world seems to be in pieces, I have been drawn inward to this ‘place’ more and more. When I first moved to Crestone years ago, I felt I had found a place to ground and nurture the inner light that creates this type of outer manifestation. I was not quite correct. I was not quite ‘ready.’ That will make sense to you in your own life, when and as it does so. There were termas* to be accessed there, certainly. But, the village was populated by humans, all with advanced spiritual egos and their accompanying agendas. When the swarm of the surround became too much, I let go. It was time. Those lessons, for me, had come to an end. What were they? That is between me and my Source Essence, as your completions rest between you and yours. {as though that separation existed}
I was drawn to watch a recently released series entitled World on Fire over this past oh-so-turbulent week. I am rarely called so, so I pay attention. The series tells the story of the European occupations of WWII, before the US entered the war. A horror vortex? Certainly. During this time, the elite of Berlin lived in their accustomed entitlement. “What war?” The portrayal of those oblivious to the fact that war always turns in upon itself was well done. The discrepancies and injustices are pointed out by an American correspondent, played by Helen Hunt. She attempts to ‘enlighten’ those who listen to her broadcasts, even in the face of her Nazi minder, his censorship, and his insistence on becoming her lover. Imagine the expressions of your heart being redacted, reduced to nothing, even as you learn to ladle light. Are things so different now? How have you been redacted? Where is your true expression? Have you found it, in your inner light?
I was reminded, by an online acquaintance whose home is in Israel, that for the first time ever, she was terrified to walk a newly adopted dog {war baby} down the street that has sheltered her entire life. As she shepherded the little one, she wondered at the eerie stillness. What might it be hiding? Did death lie around every corner? This was two days ago.
What are we hiding from ourselves? How has fear, overtly or covertly, formed our paths?
The first eclipse of October’s Eclipse Cauldron happens tomorrow. This week has passed like hours only, and as though lifetimes had been lived and released. I feel they have been. The Equinox blew everything, and everyone, into fractals of what was and what is forming so that we might have a taste of what freedom might become for us. Are we free to be as we are? What holds us back?
Oh, we’ve been working on it, sure. I shall repeat what was long ago said to me by a beloved Teacher. “How much time do you think you have?” In the grand scheme of Divine Design, the answer is, of course, “Forever.” But maybe not here. Are you happy with what you have now become? Are you choosing for that to manifest through and around you? Only you can know.
Our culminating gathering for Integrating Multi-dimensionally happens… well, it’s tomorrow, isn’t it? The call is exactly at the time of the new moon and solar eclipse. I love it when Source does that. I punch in dates on the calendar, as impulsed, and She directs the show.
I hope you will join me as we each integrate our inner light more completely. The blender holds our completions, after all.
There is so much new light! Why not BE your unique version of Shamballa right here, right now?
Seriously. Why not?
May Eclipse Cauldron blessings flow freely!
Much love ~
*Terma (Tibetan: གཏེར་མ, Wylie: gter ma; "hidden treasure") are various forms of hidden teachings that are key to Vajrayana and Tibetan Buddhist and Bon spiritual traditions. In the Vajrayana Nyingma school tradition, two lineages occur: an oral kama lineage and a revealed terma lineage. ~ from Wikipedia