Incarnating Here at This Time

How many times have you asked yourself, “Why am I here, NOW?” Usually accompanied by some form of “wailing and gnashing of teeth',’ as the Biblical quote reads. Part of the answer resides in the question, as is inevitably the case. Questions and answers occupy the same vibrational space. When we ask and we feel we have not been answered, it is always and in all ways, because we are using cognitive bias to look for the answer our ego wants, rather than listening for Source’s truth. In the case of this question, the answer is implicit. Nurturing the Oneness Within. N.O.W. An acronym not to be forgotten.

Billions of ‘us’ {dear Starstream companions} incarnated to:

1) Experience a planet in massive transition, and have the experience in physical form, of morphing from the inside out.

2) Assist the planet {and possibly, as collateral beauty, the benighted bipeds} as she transitions. The only species persistently and determinedly insistent on ‘separation’ on this world are the bipeds. No film reference needed.

3) To evolve through this experience more quickly and thoroughly than we might have ever imagined possible.

Is this a tough incarnation? Yes. One could say so. Is this the challenge we queued up to be able to participate within? Absolutely, yes. It was a rare ticket and, is likewise a rare privilege. For the past week, it has not felt that way to my body. She is feeling quite battered and heartily weary of “meet it with love, no matter what.” She wishes I could simply shout, “Fuck that shit!” But that mantra applies in the other direction. No more abuse of any kind. No more buying in to martyrdom.

I am absolutely committed to Source, our Great Mother. The fact that this is so has presented challenges in a relentless way, again and again. Have I stood, bravely, to take it on the chin? Absolutely. And, if truth be told, somewhat unnecessarily. I have incarnated within the deep galactic mystery schools of the Mother Warriors, again and again. I know how to do this. I have the tenacity it takes to patiently, or in frustration and impatience at times, wait for Her optimal timing.

Once upon a sisterhood dinner, I pulled this quote from a Rumi deck:

“The dark thought, the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in. Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond.” ~ Rumi

One friend began to laugh, saying, “Nalini has had enough. She’s over there thinking “no more!”” She was right. And, I knew that it was my incarnating agenda and the wounds that have supported it that defined my path. I knew it had to be ‘over.’ Notice that the quote does not say, “because this is what you deserve, or have to keep dealing with forever.”

Why does my experience matter to you? Because, dear Starstream companion, if you have ‘gone through’ something or are going through something, I probably have, too, and I can model the emanation of Resolution. In other words, “been there, done that, processing garments have been binned.” I understand. I see you. I have compassion for your current dilemma, and I stand as the truth of our Great Mother’s love and support. This is not because I am anything great and special, but because this resolution, I AM. So are you, truth be told.

So, now that the theatrics are out of the way, are you interested in what is happening in the ‘secret worlds’? This is what I do. Secret world architecture, 101. As an eons-old student of Divine Architecture, I can report that what many call the “New World” is made up of the myriad dreams of awakening consciousness. Duh, right?

There will be as many of these imaginings manifesting as Gaia chooses to support. Some of these secret worlds will form on other planets, or other planes better suited to their support. Gaia is done with an entire spectrum of lower bandwidth manifestations. #metoo {It has to be said}

Have you learned what you came in to learn, or to learn from? Have you had the experiences you chose to move through? What if your Source Essence, your essential configuration, could decide? What if it has, all along? Why would you carry imprinting from a cycle that has ended into what is newly emerging? This incarnation is unique, in that we are not dropping our bodies, in between. The parameters of the old incarnation have to be released, if we are to radiate anew. Radical self honesty really does move what feels mountainous.

Look up from your day to day. The Galactic Mother has always had your back. We are Her fractals, Her emissaries, Her messengers.

Like any good mother, Gaia administers her ‘spanking,’ then waits to see what improvement, if any, there might be in current behaviors. We are traversing that threshing floor right now. Time-out human collective! And then, She waits, to let ‘them’ work out their issues, trusting that this will happen, no matter how long it takes. How long has it taken for you? How patient, how compassionate, are you being with yourself as you let go of the illusions of who you thought you were or came in to be?

We can allow the Great Mother to navigate us into the flows that run between all worlds, until things settle a bit. Don’t hold your breath. These waves are mighty and this is a looong ride. Now, more than ever, we need our morph-in-place, shapeshifting abilities. Many worlds will emerge and dissolve before any kind of cohesiveness takes form or settles into a new growth cycle. Don’t you settle, for anything less than the Love that you Are.

And, if you do ‘settle’, into what your mind wants to tell you is real, those forms will dissolve as well, again and again, unto Infinity. Perhaps until you tire of ‘eating mat’ for some imagined agenda, and let yourself Be.

I invite you to join me in the Galactic Mother Temple, as we let Her navigate us through Her perfect planetary storm.

There is magic here, as yet to be experienced… if you so choose.

{Shouten Island beach, Tasmania, 2019}

Infinite love,