Joy, Trust, and Being Love
What does it mean to Be Love, especially right now? That is a very human question. And, before you start beating yourself up about not being ‘past that,’ or being less than you think you ought to be, let’s take a look, from Love’s point of view.
Q: “What does it mean?”
A: The only meaning anything has is what we give it. We write our scripts. We decide. We make things matter.
One of the most difficult gates of passage is that of Pointlessness-Meaninglessness. Despair floods this gate. “After all I’ve done, been through, or whatever…. {enter the ego’s litany of hard-done-by}… and now THIS? Any ‘point’ must be surrendered. Many turn from this. These moments can feel impossible, too hard, too much, even though we do ‘know better.’
And yet, these flood waters are composed of Love and Joy, though that might appear impossible as the whirlpool churns. This apparent state of overwhelm is best navigated with Trust. Is this a challenge? Yes. Of course. All major awakenings have that in common. Will we or will we not, let go?
I have vague memories of going through the dark night passage. {No I am not comparing my transition to this… although…} The parts of self-identity that had not yet dissolved clung, with vise-like tenacity, to something I had been told. “The personal shadow is finite.” “This is finite,” I would tell myself, especially as my inner world turned charcoal grey and impenetrable and despair settled in my heart like an unwanted tenant. I chose to Trust, not blindly, but from certainty fed by the light deep within. So, I ask you, “Is despair the truth of what is happening NOW?” Or, are there higher frequencies of love, of joy, and of Being, available? Yes. Of course. We choose those. Yes. Of course. Then, this is what happens.
When we commit, any of us, to unconditional receptivity to Source, meaning the Source Essence that we uniquely embody, as well as The Source that we imagine lives ‘out there’ somewhere, everything else shows up for its ‘out of jail free’ ticket. Everything. Else. Every other frequency, vibration, belief system, thought pattern, habit of behavior, condition, and/or pathological emotional pattern that is not truly our Essence comes up for release. Everything shows up to be freed.
What assists us most is to relax, deeper than ever before, into our Essence. We are a part of Source, of the Great Mother of All That Is. No exceptions, other than our own holdouts and withholds. We must stop making them matter.
Q: “How would it feel if you could simply BE that excitement and Joy that lifts your heart and allows you to soar into new creative frequencies?” What are your various bodies telling you? What is the alleged, or real, price to be paid for THAT LEVEL OF FREEDOM?
A: All tethers to old forms of support {which are obsolete anyway} will be lopped off and disappear.
How does this answer make you feel?
Take a few moments to be in the Stillness of Certainty and Trust that this is not only okay, but appropriate, and unconditionally beneficial. This severing of the old is GRACE.
Tethers of any kind are fear-based forms of support.
In the old cycle we may have reached for the inner machete and cut through those tethers with gusto. At the moment, during Gaia’s current transition, that effort will be momentary at best. Those energy lines are programmed and convinced that they belong to us and will fight to remain attached and “come home to roost” at the slightest opportunity. No one can be vigilant enough to prevent their re-attachment, UNLESS we give over the doing to Source. Let Her handle the unconditional obliteration, transformation, or whatever might optimally need to happen, without attachment to the ‘how.’
“I don’t know what to do with these tethers, these holdouts, any longer. I give them to You, Source, Great Mother.” This is the most courageous stance we can take, in the face of our dissolution and reinvention. What is uncomfortable persists because some part of us invites it to remain in place, out of fear of what might be worse.
Source does not do ‘worse.”
Fear of consequences is a holdout in our beliefs, whether held in mind, body, or both, that places Trust in the realms of impossibility.
Source alignment, our own uniquely configured alignment, is always optimal.
This is not about “you do you.” That is an ego thing, though it may be the only language understood by some. This is “Source, be Source, within me, through, and around me. “
There is a saying in the Vedas, “I am Thine and Thou art mine.” It speaks to the dance of Divinity within all things, including ourselves. It speaks to the deep Stillness that is sometimes only to be found when we surrender deeply beneath what appears chaotic and choose to Trust. From this deep alignment, we can allow our actions to be born of Trust rather than fear.
There is a gentleness to be found beneath the surface of all that transpires. The gateway of the Heart is a beginning, rather than a goal. It is a profound reconfiguration of all that we are.
Why not drop deeply, and unconditionally, through? You will lose your old identities. They cannot survive in the higher frequencies of you. They will, lovingly, provide compost for the new life sprouting through you. It is so very much more than worth it!
There are worlds of peace, harmony, and empowerment awaiting to emerge within you. This is Being Love.
What an amazing and joyous process, that of becoming Her love!
You are that Grace. You are that becoming. It looks good on you. ;o)
Infinite Love,