Secrets, Lies & A Crisis of Perception

Saturday is 9/11. The day is named for the planet Saturn, our celestial neighbor whose energies affect time, and other persistent illusions. Large planet. Wide orbit. Huge effects.

The energy signature for 9/11, is that of a crisis of perception. A quantum leap into unknown gifts comes through the energy of nine. Nine has a Goddess vibration, the frequencies of the womb of creation. Are you ready to see and be more than you know yourself to be? Eleven is a doorway, a master number, the portal of creation just before creation happens. It is a reminder you are always one with the universe. In the Tarot, the Major Arcana for ‘11’ is Justice or Divine Justice, depending on the deck. She represents purity, impartiality, and balance. A higher power representing cosmic authority. Add the 9 and the 11 together and you get the number 20. Interesting, as a reference point for NOW.

For example, when two aircraft crashed into the twin towers in New York City on this date in 2001, and a third into the Pentagon, the perception of vulnerability smashed persistent illusions in the U.S. That was twenty years ago. Two decades. The shock waves of that alteration in perception have traveled far. What has been learned?

We are now in another flux nexus of conscious creation. Feel into the event, and what it signified for you at that time. For what loss did you weep? What illusions were smashed for you? Do you remember? What emotions flooded through your body? Fractals of those illusions will come up again, and not because of the anniversary. We are moving through another crisis of perception.

Wake. Up. Yes, more than you have. Things are not as they appear to be. What was hidden then? What is hidden now? What lies were exposed? Are they forgotten, or have the illusions and deceptions merely taken other forms? Was that event the tip of an iceberg? Has the berg reached the surface, where what was unconscious has been made conscious? That is for you to acknowledge and accept within yourself if your choices are expansion and integration.

Integration is simply the validation {acknowledgment and acceptance} that something is. It exists or has existed. And, you can be neutral and honest about that existence whether ‘it’ is something you like or not. No fun-house distortions remain in its reflection. Then, you can move on.

With the alignment at hand, how will you center, ground, and function? What might still be hidden or what might you still be deceived about? These tethers put us into a specific type of spin and limit our evolution. What happens to any flying object when one tether holds it in place? An orbit of limitation occurs.

Spin is what vibrates galaxies, what moves the cosmos. Limited spin keeps you cycling through the same old stuff, again and again. Feel how your body holds the same old spin on the same old stories. Maybe you like those stories. Do they give you comfort? Some will. Do they give you the thrill of fear or the gift of outrage? Is addiction to fear and drama worth a limited orbital path? Is the addiction worth keeping? Only you can choose for yourself. It’s your incarnation, after all. Your choices show you where your power lives.

Empowerment requires radical honesty about what we refuse to accept. Any refusal creates parameters. Parameters are limits. Limits are neither good nor bad. They create an array of timelines and trajectories available to us, and we live within that spectrum. What would you like to have available to you? If more, then the old you insist on must be sacrificed to what might be possible.

So what is a crisis of perception? The crisis lies in what we cling to, whether or not it still serves. And, a perceived crisis heralds a breakthrough. Old paradigms, perceptions, and ways of being, smash. That mirror no longer functions. We feel broken and often defensive. But…

Source Essence is not a threat. It is not the enemy, no matter what our conditioned responses might dictate. Becoming more requires letting go of more. It’s a simple algorithm. Defending and defensiveness do not create safety. They are how we self-imprison. Our Essence wants us to be free.

Do you want to be free? Let the current crisis of perception assist you. What needs to be smashed, to be released, for you to let go of what keeps you in fear? Is it fear, itself? Typically. And it can be a long journey to find the root of that truth. The truth that sets you free to BE. Free as the Essence that you truly are, and have always been.

Keep choosing that freedom, as you let go of what seems to protect you. It is protecting you from yourself. When was that ever the best idea? THANK YOU for being YOU.

Love
Nalini

~ More on this subject in this month’s Medium newsletter post, Illusions and Deceptions.