To Walk a New Way…
One has to vibrate differently. This has been the entire point, the entire reason for this adventure we call a lifetime.
This life is training in Mastery of vibration. When I use the term Mastery, it sends many of you into the mental realms of “power over” or “power games.” Incorrect. Please make a U-turn at your earliest convenience.
Here is a new habit to replace most, if not all, of those that currently possess you: Focus on what feels good, what lifts you up, gives you joy… Don’t stop. Take your attention away from the other things.
Why did I wake up? I wanted it more than anything else. I never forgot that this is our natural state. Yes, I live in a different vibratory world than most of you. I say most, because I know a few of you know precisely whereof I speak. And to those lovely lit-up beings, I send an amplification of our shared love frequencies… and to all of you, of course.
So, which camp did you assume you were in? That just might be what dominates the framework of your life. Is it beneficial? Try not to assume, one way or the other, and allow yourself to open to new possibilities. What if awake is only another beginning?
We are in the eclipse window. The final one for this calendar year. The shifts are massive. Are you surfing, gladly? Or, are you deciding, mentally, what you want to happen?
This world distracts us all the time, especially with hooks into what others expect of us, or how others believe {beliefs are the most deadly forms of thought patterns, btw}. For example, yesterday was an intense, but wonderful, day. Most of my days are like that, truth be told. Yesterday had the distinction of ease and joy in the body. In other words, I was in no physical pain whatsoever. Bliss! Brilliant! I’ve been doing a lot of shedding in preparation for Samhain, so it was a welcome relief. I rested. I am allowing my body to receive that state, more and more these days.
And then, I had the thought that it would be good of me {no shoulds, but…. there is niggle here} to phone my father. Lots of reasons, mostly his. I knew I didn’t want to. I did so anyway, at Source’s prompting. Something here for me to see. Oh, joy. The conversation consisted, as it invariably does, with him chatting on and on about his day to day… It’s his life. It’s what matters to him…or what he believes he has to go on about to keep up his end of some non-existent conversational agreement he thinks is present in the space between us. It’s kind of funny in its own way. So, I’m listening, without giving it thought {there’s a key here}, and then…
“Well, with the economy the way it is… {as if my life depends on that} I’m concerned. You said your income dropped…” Please note that, this year is the first time, probably ever, that I have mentioned any kind of downturn in my life to my father, with the exception of the bankruptcy, which information could not reasonably be withheld. “It worries me that you can’t support yourself,” Hmm. Where had he imagined that idea? As Source supports me, I was not going to entertain the notion. one way or the other.
When I said, “I’m fine. Everything is okay. I had a great trip,” he replied with, “Well your living situation depends on someone else and how could you afford the trip you just took if that’s the case?” WHAT???!!!! I took a deep breath of starlight, letting go of that idea completely, or so I thought.
I’m well aware of my father’s financial issues… his issues with dependency… etc. etc. So, I let the conversation take another turn. Later, at around 3 o-clock this morning, I awoke {not unusual} with shooting pains from my right SI joint down my leg and into the metatarsal in the foot that has been showing symptoms. These symptoms show up as physical pain, but, let me be clear, they are energetically based and in no way need medical intervention. I felt into what my body was showing me. Projected fear and shame. No, thank you. So, I relaxed and gave it all over to Source. Interesting. What part of my body’s configuration was still wired to patriarchal approval in some way? What part might still be self-judging? And then, I let those thoughts go, as well.
{Disclaimer: Please do not assume that physical symptoms ought to be ignored or that you may not, from time to time, require medical assistance.}
To walk a new way, I needed to let my body walk away from this projected pattern. My life is amazing! I am not dependent on anything. I am, as Source, part of Source, an embodiment of the inter-woven flows of creation. Better!
How our bodies are still wired for or holding onto {mostly that} the old stuff can be released, especially during this intense time of eclipses {seeing what has been hidden from us} and the turning of the cosmic dance. It is not only the wheel that is turning, but the entire dance floor. What an incredible ride!
Whilst away. I would, occasionally, feel a bit of vertigo during one of my walks, hikes, or whatevers. I felt the land alter its configuration beneath me. I would remind my body that the pitch is shifting so we can play new games. The sensation would then pass and the Presence within me would deepen.
There is a key to this Mastery training. When you want something, you have to let yourself have it. {receiving being somewhat of a lost art on this world}
Here is a great animated video from Abraham-Hicks discussing this in terms of the Law of Attraction.
Happy Samhain everyone! Let yourself have the transformations you desire and require!